Crap, Snackle, Pop


September 23, 2010 :: 8:17 PM

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MATTY!!!!! :: nyr @ bruins, boston, ma :: january 9, 2010

IT. IS. HOCKEY. SEASON!!!!!  (OK, the NHL is in preseason, but still!!! BU drops the puck next Saturday. NEXT! SATURDAY!)

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I’m in a weird ass place.

I’m thinking hard about a boy I shouldn’t be thinking about.

I’m thinking of writing a letter I have no business writing.

I’m thinking about opening old wounds.

I’m thinking of putting my sanity on the line.

I’m thinking of putting my physical health on the line.

For a boy.

For a stupid boy.

One that shouldn’t matter to me any more.

One that I’ve walked away from three times.

One that I should stay far away from.

And it’s all the Goo Goo Dolls’ fault.

I would drown to save you from the sinking thoughts you feel
And I love you just the same
So don’t you ever feel ashamed
Cause we all get tired of fighting just to feel like we belong
And I know you feel forgotten
But I’ve been here all along to say
All you ever wanted was someone to find
The truth you hide from everyone deep inside

(Hey Ya - Goo Goo Dolls)