Why can’t I let it go?

I’ve been obsessing over the work from home job since I hung up with the guy.

I keep checking my email for the request for the 5th interview.

For someone who is so sick and tired of being home alone all day, every day, this job keeps waffling between being fucking awesome and “oh my Dog I don’t want to sit at home another fucking minute.”

I know I need patience. I know I need to see what happens tomorrow.

I know I actually need a fucking offer before I can make up my mind.

But tell my head that.